The reality

Sometimes, it is really hard to explain what you really feel especially if you are hurting. You just want to cry out loud or disappear or die in order not to feel the pain anymore. Fighting with it is hard, facing it is hard to deal with but what will you do if that's the life given to you. How do you manage to ease the pain and how do you manage to overcome it without affecting your happiness and the people around you. Sometimes it is so hard to pretend you are happy if you are in pain but sometimes you just don't have the choice but to accept it. Life is really full of mystery and surprises that it's either it will make you happy, sad, hurt or might kill you in the end. You just have to see what really life has to bring.